Are you taking it for granted?

gosh.. my heart just sank also immediately that i lose hope.

It will take time to heal.

Ask for all you want..

All my friends will tell u the answer.. believe or not.

random thoughts

Today presentation. kinda nervous cause i didn't do presentation in front of class more than 1 month already. So.. i stared at the screen for 10sec.. LOL!!

Proud to say the presentation went well together with my team members.
Kaixin, Wenjie, Siling! Thanks alot. and i look forward for the upcoming projects to aim a "A"!! =)

Sad thing is... 3/4 of my class people were unhappy about my teacher, they claim that she was bias against our group. SHOUTED BIAS so many donkey times... =.="

Please lah.. Our team put in hard work and bloody timeless effort into the project and do the best we can... If you jealous or whatever shit, use work to prove la.. Only know how to use mouth and spread bad words.. -.-"

Worse thing is can spread to another class, telling them teacher like this group etc.. bias because didnt shoot them questions. while the rest of the teams all die under her hand because of the grade. ( VANNESA!!) mouth so big.. can't you just zipped it up!! HAO LIAN KIA!!


If you want to get good grades, please go and analysis the question deeply... BITCH!



GOODNESS Gracious..

APRIL FOOL DAY!

1st april..

Let me start the story...
Woke up up at 10.15am..
Got out of house at 11:15am?
Reached AMK Hub at 12:05pm
Meet Aswin at 12:08pm?
Saw him drinking bubble tea, so i asked him to bring me to the bubble tea stall to get a drink too.. I ordered Green Apple Green Tea. While asking for a carrier from the person, i took a straw in my hand.
When she pass me the carrier.. i drop the straw. +.+ " ( lucky Aswin didnt saw it)
AFter that we went up to the 3rd level to see the time slot for other movies as well as waiting for the guys to come. show at 12.30, offically around 12.45 start.. Slow pokes guys... hahas
next time pass them walking sticks to hold.

Wait, waited, waiting, still waiting.. till 12.15 then Zhi lin arrive? can't rmb the timing..
After that chia hao called, but i didnt pay attention to my hp. lol.. P.S!
waited till 12.35.. booked 3 tickets for ourselves.

Ordered pop pop popcorns.. Alice's wonderland combo.

Pass Chia hao the nebo card, then Zhi lin, aswin n Me went in first.
We Watched the Clash of the Titans. hahas.. overall the graphic not bad..

After show.. head down to subway.. Guys ordered their cookies, meal.. while i stare into blank space for the whole period of time.

After eating, they went for pool session. i see them play for 30mins.. then i head off to bishan to meet elieen to watch " how to train a dragon" 4.10 till 5.55.

Went to her house till 7.45pm

Meet yuan xin at Sec sch bus stop. walked to J8 interchange.
Amazing for onces, he asked me to eat Zha Jiang Mian. ( korea dish name) but sadly it is not cooked in the korean style.
Noodle was chewy.. and the seasoning was alright.

Next is the MAIN FOCUS!
Yuan Xin went to ordered his Chicken chop from the the Western stall after i ordered my food back to the table.
While waiting for his food to arrive, i stare at my handphone and look else where in the area.
Yuan xin came back to the table and told me that his food will take around another 15 minutes and asked me to eat first instead of waiting for him.
So i took my few mouth of noodles... paused and thought that the noodle was alright.
Yuan xin on the other hand, was looking towards the right direction of our table. Not knowing still, i continued to look at my noodle. From my side glance, he was still looking at the other direction. so i turned my head.

OOMMMMGGG OMG!!!!! "in my mind, my jaw drop"
First look, Ms quek! Nvm..
2nd look, PAUL LAU! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And hor.. he purposely seat in the direction where i can see his whole view. Head to Toe with that SMILE on his face. WAKAO!
Ms Quek giving me that cheeky smile. lols..

Heehee.. MY Face AUTO BLUSHED! =)
Yuan xin totally turned off. *ops*...

Ting* Yuan xin can take his food le.
Paul lau on the other hand, use mouth and hand signal to exchange communication with ME. COOL MAN!! So funny but i liked it. heehee... Asked me isit BF.. so he look at yuan xin back view and slightly nodded his head.. lol..

He ordered the same dish as Yuan xin. :X

Okay.. i shall end here for PL topic.. BUT before i do so..

HE SAY BYE TO ME 4TIMES!! WOOT!!!

After that, took circle line to eat rochor soya bean. :D
Walked awhile after eating, then took taxi home.


FULLSTOP!! ~~~

사랑해요!
Joyce.

I have been listening to the same song repeatedly for hours.
What i tried to do, is to get the "feel" of the song.
I tried to make myself cry, while listening to the song.
I'M PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT IT WORKED!! :D
But my tears dried up very quickly. LOL!!

Watch from the drama is that, if you really love someone you got to give freedom to each other. Although it hurts at times, you got to get hold of it.

This song, that i am currently listening to; makes me write all this out!

So what if, i tell you " Lets be friends forever as we will never be separated!"
So what if, i tell you " I do not like you anymore!"
So what if, i tell you " It only felt like a dream to me!"
So what if, i tell you " I'm drifting away right now from you!"
So what if, i tell you " You will regret it for your entire life!"
So what if, i tell you " My feeling for you is true!"
So what if, i tell you " I do not want to hurt myself anymore!"
So what if, i tell you " You do not know how i felt when i am down!"
So what if, i tell you " I want to put it to a stop!"


So many what if's.

Today was a long long long day.. woke up at 11.30am
Left house at 12.50. took cab with sister and dropped her off at tiong bahru plaza. and i headed down to alexander autopark. went to send my lappy for repair. The queue was very short around 10people ahead of me and i waited less than 45mins to be my turn.

I took a cab home and ate my bian mian. yummy.
Next i took bus down to singapore post, which only turn out to be a wasted trip for me.
Went back home to change my shoes into slippers, as it got wet in the rain. Proceed to the bus stop and stopped oppsite queensway shopping centre. Walked to alexander hospital to meet eileen.
hahas. Took bus 93 and headed down to bishan.
She bought coloured contact lens, freshkons. GOT OFFER LEH!!! 2nD box 50% OFF... Bought 4 boxes in total for $126.:)

After that, went to B1 and Bought green apple green tea. And i was staring at OLD CHANG KI CHICKEN WINGS! WOASH!! FRESHLY FRIED!! But eileen told me it is very oily and fattening, so i cancel the idea of buying the chicken wing. So we headed to watson.. She bought her comestics while i look at hair dyes.
Next stop was the "BEST DANKI"? looked at the straightener, but the price is kinda expensive, so i didnt bought it.
TABAO xiao long bao at din tai feng. $8.80, that was my dinner. lols..
Next was to her HOME! My 2nd home. hahaahas.. Took bus 56..
Then... at her house, we watch lady gaga w beyonce new music video, telephone!
Dl from hard disk to computer and played audition. :P
Eileen told me something.. that makes me laughed. (only eileen, her mum and me know) :P
After that, played a few round of audition and im off to go home.

Came home to wash my clothes, shoes, bag..
tiring sia.. ok.. time to sleep.. now it is 1.21am. yawns. Nights and good morning.

Exam on Mon, Tues, Wed! I did my best le. hope my result will turn out well so that i can pull up my previous grade. Mon was WBS, it went well i suppose? Tues was SVE. I only read the text book on tuesday night, lucky got kaixin to guide with me the details.. or else nothing gets into my brain. We chatted for like 2hr plus for SVE.

On the exam day, the paper came out the Service Triangle question.
Service Strategy
Service People
Service system

*SPS* Stupid, People, System. hahas. That was how kaixin and I remembered the Service Triangle.

After that, We ended the paper quite early.. since we finished it.

First to finish was Wen Jie, follow by Kai Xin and next was Me. hahas..


BPS.
Amazing i finished first? lol.. if i continue to stare at the qtn's, i will go crazy. lols.. from right answers change to wrong answers then i die ah.. lols..
Kaixin and me even exchanged answers with each other.. :) COOL right..


After school, tabao food home. hahas.. I WILL MISS THE FOOD!! UNCLE NOODLE's.. YUMMY!!!

stressed from studies.. pimple outbreaks.. gosh...
Im feeling hungry now. its 3.08am now. lols..
Mon , Tues, Wed TEST!! THURS IS HOLS!!! :D
now my stomach is grumbling..
I was browsing through my hp inbox the other day..
after looking through i realise that.. hey.. it has been quite sometime that i had not contact with some friends.. hahas.. and all for i know is that, on that very night they msg me. hahas..
chinese saying, xin you ling xin ah? hahas.. cool man.. :)
nothing to do.. unable to sleep. so we chat on the phone for 2hours i think? super long.. only when both of us are tired then hanged down the phone. lols.. Discuss about work.. wad to study.. etc... chit chat on recent things.. amazingly.. it started off well and ended off well. lols.. come to think back again.. i only knew for less then 3months. lols.. Im very pro i suppose..

Thursday more funny.. wanted to go off from school le so that can go see doctor and rest at home.. but I stayed back to give them tips on wad to study for bps.. before that, went to eat at canteen to have my lunch with the whole group of guys.. I ordered kang kong, fish cake, dau pok, lady finger and bee hoon. Returned back to the table.. got a cup of soya bean treated by marcus.. lol.. thanks... after that, I got no appetite i suppose, i only ate up all the ingredients and a few mouth of bee hoon.. looked as though it wad not touched at all. lols.. but i drank finish the cup of the soya bean.. :D

See jia wei eat mouth by mouth.. slowly... but cannot blame him.. its good to eat slowly also.. hahas.. slowly chew.. :) I liked the way they had the bond with each other, reminded me of my sec classmates.. awww...

ok la.. end here for now.. tmr still got to continue to study for my BPS, SVE & WBS!! :(

JIAYOU to myself.. yawns~~

Love myself :P

I CAN'T AFFORD TO LET MY EFFORT GONE TO WASTE FOR THE PAST 6MONTHS! that is unacceptable!!

But my brain is occupied with all those new stuff that was taught in this semester! and worst of all is that, i couldn't understand some of the topic. Although she gone through it with us like a wind. yikes! i cannot fail this time round! I must prove what i got. But actions is bigger then words. HATE & LOVE EXAMS at the same time. sighs..

All this drilling! WO YAO REN!!!!

23 Feb 2010

Yesterday night, i had a good sleep! Slept from 12am plus till 9.12am! Lesson at 10am. yawns...
I was dreaming about something, but it was clear and fresh in my brain. hahas.. Maybe continue Part 2 tonight.

Today lesson from 10am till 4pm. Ms Felina didnt came, so we had our own revision in class. Had fun playing with Kai Xin, Siling, loong Kiat, Aaron, Tony, Wen Jie, Yu Ji.. We were playing with the printed money paper notes and arron using the bottle as though he is playing baseball. lols..
Don't think i don't know who is aiming my head ahh..

Awhile later, Vannesa, Me, Li Yun started to clear the Banking Hall.. By sweeping the floor removing dirt from each corner of the room... Removing bottles, papers, wrappers from the tables.. Definitely not littered by my class people.. Although we eat, we make sure we do not leave the rubbish in a terrible mess which is meant for us to study. Unless some classes.. everything also push the blame to my class.. who will want to study in a dirty environment sia.. cowards.. but nvm, is they coward mahs.... hahhas.. :P

Chatted with eileen for awhile ytd in the later afternoon.. 4plus i suppose till 6plus? hahas.. didnt know she just finished her exam when i called her.. she told me that she went to the wrong examination hall.. hahas.. how come suddenly got so many guys take nursing exam meh.. hahas.. end up she was at the engineering examination hall. :P Funny sia. But anyway, wish you all the best for ur exam! :D

March 1, will be heading over to bishan ite to see see, explore the place...
So hopefully,i should be able to meet the girls for lunch.. yippeee..
By then should be most of the girls free from exam and attachments le bahs.. muhahahas...
Anyway most of your stay near bishan except ellen. :P Cya soon.. Im looking forward to it.

I wonder if there is any method to distress my brain cells. lols..
Okay, got to prepare for tmr mock test for WBS & SVE!

Exam on March 8,9,10.. STRESS!!! how i wish i have a memory stick to be insert into my brain.. Like that, i won't forget the answers.. hahas..

title -less

How do i explain?
The path that i walked, i think of you immediately. After saying out, the feeling was so shiok! But sometimes as i recall about the actions that was done, it reflects back on me.
If i had done that
If i did that
If i did not, what would happen? hmmm...
It used to be very closed, suddenly it just disappear.
Maybe not disappear, but slowly its fading away.
I wished, it will continue the way it was last time.
I read through the messages and it felt so great that someone is actually showing concern to what im talking. Be it that im bored, sian, sad, happy, angry. I will just sms the person immediately. I know that somehow, somewhat, you will reply my msg no matter how packed the day it was for you guys.
I must admit, there was a pinch of jealousy! hahas. silly thoughts of mine.
But i know, the pace will slowly move down and hope that we will get back to the friendship we had! although it was only a short while.

When i see you, i don't blush, my heartbeat doesn't beat fast. just normal
Liked i mention to my girls before, how thick exactly is my skin? lols..
Ytd night i chat with elieen. Dig out my past story.. interesting and i can't believe that im so bold enough to be so direct to the person. hahas. thumbs up for myself. :P

Qtn is, what is the different between CRUSH n LIKE n ADMIRER?
Ans: crush isit like so obese with the person.
Ans: like isit just normal to like a person.
Ans: admirer isit just like the person character?

Maintain the friendship i have, because i will remember them for life! ^^
I want to be your friend. Can i? I hope so..

My Best Best Best Girlfriends..

My wonderful groups of girlfriends.
I wish to continue my life in Pri & Sec school with them.
all from kcpps to kcpss. hahas

What shoud i do?

When i let you go one footstep further,
my eyes fill with tears.
When you walk away one footstep further,
more of my tears fall.
As you go to a place where I can't reach you.. even if I reach out my hand.
I can't catch you, I can only cry.

What should I do...
What should I do..
You're leaving
What should I do..
What should I do..
You're leaving..
I Love You..
I cry out to you.
But you can't hear me, because I'm only shouting out with my heart.

All day long I try to erase you, but you arise in my thoughts again.
All day long i try to say Goodbye to you, but you arise in my thoughts again.
Although you've gone to a place where I can't hold you, even if i reach out my hand.
I can't find you, I can only cry.
What should I do..

I Love you..
I Love you..
I cry out to you, but you can't hear me.
Because I'm only shouting out with my heart.
What should I do.. I only have you.